Cigarettes and Valentines

blessed.

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 19:58:53 GMT

I honestly can't seem to bring myself to pack my things. There's a lump in my throat and I'm not feeling all too well both physically and emotionally. My shoulders are aching. And I've been wasting time on fashion blogs. I want to vomit.

it took a plunge..

Tue, 22 Dec 2009 16:51:20 GMT

Nothing makes me feel more like a total failure than my mom crying after hearing my results and simply assumed that I have given up everything. I didn't hear what I wanted to hear, nor did I hear anything constructive. Sometimes I believe I expect too much.

What is it about the academics that justify my worth,I wonder.

I'll be flying off tomorrow and if I don't make it back, rest assured I might have found happiness either in love or in the arms of God.

Miu Miu

Sun, 20 Dec 2009 11:46:37 GMT

or this..

it's cheaper ^_^ but it doesn't seem as comfy as dvf.

Un un~ or both...

Ok, no. My dad would throw me in a meat grinder alive if I did.

moolah ga nai.

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 19:32:16 GMT

Having been abstaining from shopping (since I quit and all), I'm developing a very strong urge to start binge shopping online. This is bad. There's a Chanel backpack selling for less than SGD700 on eBay. Not that I have to buy it right? ^_^ un. I don't need to buy it. I'm a good girl and I love traveling more than shopping.

I am not deluding myself.

Diane von Furstenburg

Sat, 19 Dec 2009 16:45:58 GMT

How's this? For a casual wear, nothing particularly fancy. I like the wooden wedge. Hmm... ^_^

2009.12.18

Thu, 17 Dec 2009 17:05:09 GMT

Ways to keel yourself.

"Meat Grinder

Difficulty level: 11

Find a sausage making company that has a giant meat grinder. Set up a hidden video camera to tape your death. Leave a will with explicit instructions that it not be read until one year after the night of your grinding. In it, detail the way you died and the location of the hidden camera.

Sneak in at night naked and turn on the video camera. Climb into the grinder and take massive amounts of pills of your choice. Make sure it is enough to kill you.

In the morning you will be ground up and made into sausages. One year later your will, will be read to the news media and people all around the nation will vomit simultaneously. "

I was just reading, don't look at me weird.

（＞∩＜）ｲﾔｧｧｧｧ!!!

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 06:54:08 GMT

I OFFICIALLY DETEST MY HAIR. I rage in ager blow drying my hair, even if it sounded funny I am fucking not kidding. I fucking can't style it in any way that'll make it look less like a smelly wet dog. I can't look into the mirror now without crying. I just wanna stay home and nurse my disappointment. I am pissed.

JD..

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 14:13:46 GMT

my cat is so cute, she's so furrryy~ :D

did I mention..?

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 19:14:27 GMT

My hair... it's GREEN.

New hair, same old me.

Sat, 12 Dec 2009 17:07:32 GMT

I have GREEN hair.

Matsujunettes.

Sat, 05 Dec 2009 15:49:48 GMT

危ない危ない！ Gotta love the african kid :D

I probably have a thing for Matsujun but I haven't realised it yet. hoho.

Liberation ≠ happiness.

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 18:39:03 GMT

After burying my nose in textbooks and lecture notes everyday every hour every second for the past three weeks for the finals, I am now at a complete lost at what to do with myself after sitting for my last paper this afternoon. There's definitely more to my life than mugging right? RIGHT? Oh yea, there's still JLPT this sunday ):

ANYWAY

*EXPLODES*

.....tu me manques.

Fri, 13 Nov 2009 17:53:07 GMT

I can't get on to FB. Stupid singnet.
I don't want to sit for my Japanese oral tomorrow. And I don't want to do the Anat assignment. And I don't want to sit for JLPT nor any chem finals.

God様, can you take me home, now?

They said I could engrave anything I want on the iPod, but when I typed "J'écoute, donc je suis.", they asked me to remove the accented e. Hmph. So I decided not to even get the stupid iPod. Stupid. Everything's stupid, I'm the only smart being in this stupid world..... but I still want a stupid pink iPod nano that can video record stupid things~ *whines.

Being blonde gives you the excuse for... everything. But I do miss my long black healthy hair ):

sorry we were poor so had to eat at fast food place haha

Altho lemme try making myself feel better. Without this hair, this picture wouldn't happen. hee :D

because the bleach will seep through the pores and corrode the brain.

Wed, 11 Nov 2009 16:44:44 GMT

Hello world.

I am ugly.

I hope I made someone happy.
Haha my self-centeredness.

Hello, tomorrow I'll be an old woman.

Sun, 08 Nov 2009 18:35:53 GMT

I just agreed with Qing on getting my hair bleached to platinum blonde.
howwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. shit.

This week = hell. 3 Japanese papers, 1 HUGE Lab Practical Finals, another 1 HUGE group project due.

FML.

♥

Sat, 07 Nov 2009 16:24:40 GMT

I want to fall in love with him again, please~

I poured green tea into my bag while being too engrossed playing taiko. Now my japanese notes, stuffed giraffe key chain, edictionary and handphone drips and smell of green tea. Subarashiiiiiiiiiii.

My handphone.... ):

アタシの鼻＝水のタップです。

Wed, 04 Nov 2009 15:41:58 GMT

This picture makes me happeyy~

ameblo.jp/maofish

清春～：D

Happy Belated Halloween btw haha

:D

Tue, 03 Nov 2009 14:31:10 GMT

The Pirate Boots are back in stock! The Pirate Boots are back in stock! The Pirate Boots are back in stock!

huhuhu~

Oh. But I quit.
T_T

[update 12:00] hohoho, Tablo got married! I didn't know! Now I know! OMG :D so cute! v(^_^)v

[update 12:31] huhu I think I'm about to fall sick~

[update 12:33] huhu I can't stop getting distracted~

My cat is watching TV and reading the subtitles.

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:10:03 GMT

And I suddenly grew tired of everything.

JD

Fri, 30 Oct 2009 19:22:43 GMT

I feel like a proud mother when I see that JD is gaining weight :D :D :D she has a belly now~~ I want her to turn into a blob so she can cutely roll everywhere to get anywhere.

2-0

Sun, 25 Oct 2009 16:03:01 GMT

Honest, I don't give a hoot about soccer but why am I grinning like a fangirl gone mad after witnessing Liverpool's win against Man U? Gahahahahahahha~ So happeyyy :D

Now this;

HAPPIER.

no place to go..

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 12:17:24 GMT

I MISS YA~

Cute kitty, cuter boy/girl :D :D
Yvan Rodic

birthdays worth looking forward to~

Fri, 16 Oct 2009 20:01:23 GMT

Sheryl's

21st Birthday Party

later!

Can't wait to meet Mr. S~ hahahahahahahahahhahahahaha.

What shall I wear? What shall I wear? What shall I wear!!
Can't believe I quit shopping >D

hello ♥

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 08:54:17 GMT

As usual, when I've got something important due the next day, I always have time to blog. Anyway, I have been waiting for somthing like this to come around... 21 years living watching Minnie Mouse, this finally came out.

McQueen SS10

Finally.

Now it's time to work. Work your big ass off Nana!!
サンディが好き。

I just learnt one of my primary school bestfriends had passed away last year.
I'm sorry, but did I just typed last year? That long ago?
Too shocked.

Announcement

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 13:11:23 GMT

I have quit my shopaholic ways.